just so you know.
i need you now baddly like drugg,
for i cannot live in a world without you.

why does it have to hurt so badddd?

i didnt come to school today.
i kindda hurt my backk,kindda baddly.
so plus another day of rest. (:

i went to Sentosa with my family yesterday. (:
the Sentosa flowers thingyy.
haha.
its niceeeeeeeeeee!
took loads of pictures.
mostly flowers,duhh (:
but i cant find roses anywhere.
haha.

a n w.
dad sent me to th doctor just now(:
and time alone with him, its nice.
kindda reminds me of him.
and i wish i could turn back time.

im done reading New Moon in 4 days! (:
haha, and i need Eclipse baddly now.
i d k but new moon or maybe th twilight saga,
reminds me of him.
and some part i can relate to.
where Bella feels like theres a hole in her heart when Edward left her.
and whenever people talk about them, The Cullens and/or Edward.
its like this hole,throb more or something.
and she will just fold hre arms because it hurts so much to even think about it.
a little bit of whats been happening lately.

and theres this chapter that made me cryyy.
like really cryy macam bby(:
its saddddd.
im so gonna get my hands on Eclipse soooon!
i want i want

still, Edward Cullen totally reminds me of him.
like this 'Edward Cullen' does exist in my life.
well,for a period of time,i guess.
its over now, so now i cant help but wish to have Edward Cullen. ;D
he's like every girl's dreeeeeam.

it just hurts to think of it somethimes.
well,most of the time it does.